between the raindrops.

Day 26: Favourite boy name and why?

Max because the name sounds cool. Actually, I like all sort of names.

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A poetry that I wrote last night. Should have submitted this poetry instead for English assignment. 

The sight of a rainbow is no where to be found,
The existence of birds soaring captures nothing,
Gazing at the miserable skies,
Where horrendous stormy night conquers it all.

I pull myself up and brace the stormy night,
Building myself up is what I intended to do,
Enduring makes me stronger,
Being able to overcome it makes me learn.

A bucket of raindrops indicate that I'm alive,
A broken clock has a comfort that helps me sleep at night,
A heart made of jigsaw puzzle compromises strength,
I'm holding on to its purest of pain.

I don't know what to feel right now. I'm completely lost and tired of being in this mess. How I wish it was easy enough but then, I guess my thoughts were wrong. I have to take a stand to overcome this. I'm completely lost for words and the only thing I dreamed of is being in one of those place where I can just forget about my existence in their lives and hide in one, lonely island where I can simply count the raindrops and sing till I fall asleep soundly.

I'm just... tired of carrying this feeling of emptiness. I just want a gateway and disappear for awhile. 

You have no idea how "awesome" I felt. I won't say that I'm hurt in fact I am but eventually I learned a lot - the actual fact and the ugly truth behind an image, knowing their true colours in the end hurt me way more than enough till I decided to walk away.

I'm not sad and never have the intention of being sad. Nonetheless, I'm always sad for a reason. I'll figure out my serenity and happiness again to live life ahead of me, and be positive in life eventhough how bad life can be but I believe I will see a silver lining after the storm.