Updates 101.

It's June already. Half of the year is gone. Lots of... consequences and challenges lately that my only solution to every answers to the questions is to stay strong and be contented, let the river flows. Why?

- Disappointments = frustrations lead to depression (don't you agree?) so what's there to have high expectations if you already know the answer and how the situation is going to be like. If you are a good imagination and always building castle in the air according to a few websites, you can tell what's going to happen in the future if you were to make a move, it could be something that you don't want to see yourself in, and also, something that you don't want to see others facing/going through. It's better to not cause any problems anymore because whenever I do, things may cause a mishap.. (okay, maybe we might have to experience some bullshits and stuff like that. I never have the intention to hurt anyone because I don't want them to go through this rollercoaster ride that may lead to an accident. I rather save one's heart than to save mine. I care too much.. so what? It's not as if I kill someone or strangle someone to death.

I'm a peacemaker when it comes to problems. I don't like adding salt into water, however that is. Don't think I'm writing this out because I seek for attention but to voice out my thoughts and my saying that I wish to let you guys know. All of you are welcome to be the part in my life and because of you, I learn something new everyday. The people I meet, the people that once were very close to me and left their footprints in my life.. is who I am today. I'm grateful eventhough I may feel insecure and discourage at times but I'm really blessed that I manage to handle them just like lifting a heavy weight that keeps me going because this is my strength, I've found my inner strength. God is the biggest impact in my life that taught me about strength, hope and faith.

To those who has been with me up to today, I would like to thank you all for not leaving me and not giving up on me. Because of you, I am who I am today and you people taught me how to be strong and taught me to be who I am today. Thank you for accepting my flaws and being the part of my journey on the pathway to life - for guiding me and being there for me. You have no idea how blessed I am to have you that stood by my side eventhough I can be really terrible, thank you for tolerating me and most of all, thank you for holding onto me and believing in me.

I have nothing against anyone but I would like to thank you.. for stepping into my life, to my friends, family,everyone that I have known of, to the ones that left their footprints in my life, thank you for stepping into my life and taught me that everyone else is different and nobody's the same. Thank you for showing me the ugly truth and the beautiful lie, because of you, I've learned something from there as well. Thank you for the pain and the heartache, without them, I wouldn't have found my inner strength the courage to be better everyday. I won't labelled them as betrayers, backstabbers and all the negative outcomes I could think of because it's not appealing enough to be called as that but strangers with memories, thanks for the memories and leaving a scar or a footprint that would remain in my heart forever. Thank you.


Leaving it behind, let's talk about my college, IACT College!

Yesterday it was rather tiring but an interesting day: Advertising workshop and Freshman Party! Indeed, it was a great experience for the workshop that I've learned something new eventhough the topic was something that I couldn't bear to think of because of my traumatized experience before.Putting that aside, I'm rather contented and am proud that I attended because... my attendance wouldn't be marked as absent for three classes in a row.

Freshman party.. I shall post up some pictures because pictures speak louder than words. Here you go:-