Letter to my betrayer.

Thank you for revealing who you are after all these months that I have known you. It must be really tiring to pretend. You are definitely not the first one who betrayed me silently.

In fact, I don't blame you for hating me for no valid reason that I have no idea what have I done to deserve this kind of treatment from you. However, I have no idea what have I ever done wrong to you. You are indeed a person that makes a quick judgement of someone and it's really surprising that is coming from you. Well, I may not know my mistakes but it would be great if you can come tell me directly to my face of my wrongdoings or whatsoever that makes you unhappy. It doesn't matter how pissed off will I be but at least you are honest and tell me what's going on. If you were ever my friend, you have nothing to be afraid of by telling me what you are not happy about. It would mend this friendship instead of keeping quiet and doing it silently that I have to wake up and read your comments, statuses and your action indirectly about me. In case you don't know, I have a mind to observe, eyes to see and a heart consists of feelings. I can tell by your actions. At first, I didn't want to admit that you have this sort of hatred against me or that particular feeling that I feel pretty uneasy when it comes to a situation because I believe in you. You were my friend and I didn't want to have doubts about you. I keep telling myself that I am just overreacting and over-think too much. I've always look at the bright side of you and cherish you as one of my close friend eventhough we hardly meet each other but guess what? My conscience prove me wrong.. and I was wrong. Please tell me everything that I thought earlier is not a lie. 

Unfortunately, it feels like everything was just a lie.

Knowing that you are just human like me (obviously there are only humans on earth besides animals and trees), I understand you have your own problems and that is why, a heart to heart conversation would be great instead of keeping quiet. It's stating the fact very clearly that you really do have a problem and needs confrontation. (I have no idea about you but I am willing to be very straight forward to you and get this settle)

Instead of writing a full-long essay and to cut it short, I respect your decision by all means and thank you for revealing who you really are and your indirectly sayings towards me. I have no time for dramas and already have enough dramas that is going on in my life. 

In case you are not aware of this, hatred will never solve anything, in fact hatred destroys happiness and damage everything. I am sorry if this is just.. harsh but every word and sentences is basically coming from my heart itself that I am disappointed that you had to push me to the ground silently and developed hatred towards me and I still have no idea why do you just hate me so much. You have no idea how much I have to swallow everything to accept that it's indeed coming from you but looks like I have to accept the fact that it did and it's not your fault because I believe you were just letting out your thoughts indirectly but it would be better if you could just bring it out directly and tell me what's the problem instead of holding onto your feelings and let it out at a wrong section. We may not see each other like how we used to but I still see you the same way like how it used to be. I can't believe you change just like that and decided to just use your silent treatment and strong, hurtful words for the whole world to see but not telling it to me. 

Don't expect me to change because I will never change for anyone and will continue to be me but if you can't accept who I am, you have your call.

Yours sincerely,