Hello!
It’s been awhile since I last updated my blog (thou it has
been several months since I last updated but it’s never too late to post an entry(?)
I’m making it sound like I abandoned my blog for a long time and trying to compensate
by writing a long entry lol)
My new year resolution is always the same and knowing that I
will never achieve them in the end (more like I fail every single time) but
that doesn’t mean that I can’t start planning
for changes in life.
3 days ago, I turned a year older. I’m always reminded that
I’m growing old and not getting any younger (quoted by someone that I know who
told me this) – meh* my jovial inner spirit is still alive. To be honest, I’m
scare to grow old and I don’t wish to turn a year older. If only I can be 21
forever, I can shop and be an ambassador for Forever 21 *laughing at my own
joke* but no seriously, I wish I can stop time for now (please transform me
into a vampire so I don’t age)
Before dragging into more of my nonsensical-lame-entry, these
are the changes that I wish to achieve this year:-
# I should start
going to the library and read as many books/comics as I can
Call me a bookworm but I was a librarian back in high school
for a reason. I need to start imagining scenarios again and develop my creative
mind that sparks out many colours like an unicorn *over exaggerating all over
again* but no kidding. I need to read more often in order to forget what’s
going on in this cruel world.
# I should start
drawing again
My close friends should know me better. I used to carry
around a sketch book just in case I have the mood to draw and imagining things
(of what I see in an object. It could be a wall or a floor tiles but with that,
I could come out with a dinosaur lol) and also, I should start wasting time by
making comics for my dedicated readers like Pei Ying (trust me, she reads all
my manga-made-lame –drawing-with-lame-storyline but still supports me for doing
more of them), back then I was a kid, I’ve always wanted to be an interior
designer where I can design rooms and furniture(s) and make it look like I am
staying there (or more like I create my own Powerpuff Girls character and
design their homes for each) Biggest regret in life – throwing away all my
exercise books that contained so many designs/manmade designs of furnitures and
interior that I drew and design. OKAY
GAME ON.
# Regular exercise
‘cause I’m gaining and not losing. Feeling like Snorlax who constantly sleep and
eat.
# Save more money
because I am getting poorer day by day
Description says it all.
# Travel to a new country this year!
… in my wildest dream. lulz. More YOLO trips plox.
# Sleep more often
Work has been really hectic. Screw OT and hello sleep (in my dreams)
#I just want to..
... say that I am thankful for the ones who stick with me! I may not be able to keep up with catch ups or maybe it's been awhile since we have spoken or so but just so you know that I am thankful for those who are still in this journey with me. Friends who stick through thick and thin, friends that are not meant to be due to fate, that's life some reasons that none of us can explain cause we are all humans in the end. I am grateful and very blessed for those who have been with me since then.
# Settle down for
good vibes
Eliminate bad vibes which I choose to disconnect with/of.
Today, I am choosing good throwback and happy vibes.
#prayforkat
In god’s grace, pursue my degree this time around, stick to
my usual gaols since 17 hahaha. (in my wildest dreams part two but hey, that
doesn’t mean I can’t make it happen)
# Volunteer
to be someone useful. Give a helping hand to those who are
in need. I want to be a good person. I want to be proud of myself – maybe not
in studies but to be able to help out someone who is in need. If I can help
myself all these while, why can’t I help someone those who are in need?
# Eliminate my bad
habits
Yes, I admit that I do have my bad habits too.
# Learn from my
mistakes
Nobody’s perfect in this world (unless you claim to be one).
I will learn to accept that I am wrong at certain times and learn to be better.
Ugly truth – accept that I can’t please anyone (I can’t even please myself
lol). There’s no point explaining myself to others and I felt like that’s one
of the biggest mistake I have ever made just to save a relationship (and that
is not meant to be, why force it? It’s like I am asking someone throw stones
because I want to make it look like I am a superhero lol)
# Be happy for others
In order to not hold grudges, I will accept how the way
things are and be happy for the people around me because they are happy. No
matter how painful it is (as in when things didn’t turn the way I have
expected) , I learnt to be happy and be supportive. Remember, positive vibes accepted.
# Accept Jesus with
an open heart
and I always have. It’s been a long time since I have been
to an actual Church. God conquers my entire heart even though I have been away
for masses and church activities. In my eyes, I see God because he is the
reason that I live.
and not to forget,
# I should start blogging again
whenever I can or whenever I feel like I want to.
and not to forget,
# I should start blogging again
whenever I can or whenever I feel like I want to.
Most importantly…
#Be who I am
… and not anyone else. I’ll still remain the same – to keep my family
and friends (old and new) close to me and still be the same old, crazy hyperactive
girl.
Well, I have more goals because I expect too much (I should stop being so hard on myself)
Cheers and hello good old and new vibes!
I saw my name XD hahahahaha ya faster draw me comic I'm bored XD
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