my point of view.

Day 7: Favorite Movie

My favorite movie? Well I like comedy, funny movies. Also, I like romance and action movie. I am fine with any movie except for horror movies and movie that doesn't make sense (boring movies) if you know what I mean.

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Voicing out my thoughts, my mind keeps telling me to voice out my thoughts. Sometimes, the only person that makes me happy is probably me. It seems like I don't really trust anyone anymore. The fact that your friends whom you thought that they were your friends can't be trusted too. Everything was just a lie which makes me want to keep a distance between others.

I fear to grow closer to anyone around me. Perhaps, I just want to be neutral among others because I am literally sick and tired of getting hurt and I don't want anymore misunderstandings that are worthless to think about.

Also, I personally think that people that expect you to be happy is devastating, okay I agree to the fact that people loves seeing one person happy but THAT DOESN'T MEAN you have to force them to be happy all the time. I mean like, I'm not God, you are not God, we are not perfect and we have our own emotions so why control? A friend that expects you to be happy by lecturing you for being sad does not help at all. It's not like we want to be sad or even ask for it. It just happens, the same situation goes when you do not know when is it going to rain and you can't expect the sun to be there all the time. It's more like you're being pressured all the way, and being pressured by them too, getting lectured and scolded by them for not being happy and finding faults in each situations given, it seems like it's adding more frustrations which make you want to explode anytime. That's how I exactly feel and I'm not afraid to voice out my thoughts that I'm not happy over this. (I mean, is it wrong to be sad? If I were to be happy all the time, might as well I become a robot).

Their perspective change chemically the moment they see someone sad, saying that "oh, I shouldn't hangout with this girl/guy because she/he is such a sad person." EXCUSE ME, if you happened to see someone sad, even for a day or so, that doesn't mean he/she is a sad person which leads to unfortunate things to happen. I don't know what sort of mentality do you have. We are all HUMANS, so ARE YOU. So, why do you expect so much and the fact that you are also one of us? If you are an alien, I understand. Argh, stereotypical people.

Now, I am craving for a piece of cake. I just want to forget about everything.

Sorry if this post offends anyone but this is definitely my point of view. #youhaveeveryrightstovoiceoutyourthoughts.