that rare dream

The thoughts that I have in mind is probably something that I constantly wish it can be answered. Have you ever ask yourself why and what's your purpose of being here in this world? It's great to explore new things as you are surrounded by nature, society and exposure. 

Sometimes, I constantly ask myself this question.. a lot of times.. how do you want your life to be? You're basically an author to your journey of your life and every chapter contains something you'd experience and learn. 

Last night, I dreamt about light. It was a holy light that came up to me. I don't usually get this kind of dream as I am always having nightmares in some certain nights, best of all - no dream but this one is rather different. Thou it was just a short dream but I rarely have this dream and it's probably very different compare to the other dreams I have. I dreamt about God, I couldn't see him as I was blinded by the light. It was so bright it light up the corner where I was facing. I was sitting on the mountain. It was dark and the only thing I could see was just dark clouds. My mind was full of confusion and unanswered questions. I was lost and helpless. I was restless and clueless. Fell on my knees, I surrendered. Felt his presence coming through the light eventhough I see nothing.

I can't recall that night but I remember that light delivers a message before it disappeared, "Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." a verse from Isaiah 41:10.

Knowing that I have sin as much during this sacrament of Lent, I have failed to upright my faith and be a follower. I am a sinner yet God still loves me and never leaves me eventhough I'm imperfect. 

That was one rare dream and I woke up after 2 hours of that dream.

 Lights. I will never see lights the same way ever again after that dream. 

Enclosure: a picture taken yesterday's event - D.I.Y icing muffins made by us at Jaya One bazaar. Credit goes to Madelyn Muffins' Page for capturing this picture! :3