Greater '14

I attended an event last week and it happened to fall on labour day which was on a Thursday. Greater '14.

To be honest, I was truly lost for direction that constantly leads me to a place where I constantly fall. April was a tough month for me and I didn't really enjoy that major treatment throughout the entire month. It was one hell of a tough month I've ever encountered. I've always thought that one day, I would find myself going through a major depression that I would slowly die of depression someday. The pressure was indeed heavy for me and I didn't know who to seek for. What's even more worst is that I lost my faith in God, I forgotten to talk to him like those nights I used to talk to him, and also a proper time when I used to spend time with God. I may have strong beliefs in me but the element is not there. I felt like something was missing and I didn't know what was it. 

I was so busy chasing for job opportunities that my mind is constantly focus onto the money that I want to earn. I prioritize the biggest sin in my life - Money ; because I was afraid of poverty, I am afraid to ask and I hate relying on people. I made time to earn a few money here and there even the smallest amount of money I have makes me happy. It doesn't matter. 

Apart from that, I have experience a few friends that would never understand my situation nor they would ever know what's it like to be in my shoes at that point of time. I understand some of their backgrounds are completely different from me. They are still living with their parents (no, I am not criticizing and whatnot, I am just saying that THEY HAVE NOT EXPERIENCE THE REAL BIG THING YET TO COME), they receive allowances from parents, everything is provided including a roof on top of your head, food on the table, don't have to work at all, need not to pay anything,  education, everything. On top of that, the only thing they do is complain how terrible their life is because they don't have enough pocket money, their parents didn't manage to buy their dream car and what annoys me the most? They keep assuming that their success begins with them aka hardwork begins when they are called to just wash the dishes at home and expect the parents to pay them as if they are working in a big company what the heck. 

And yes, I know judging is a bad thing to do but when it comes to people like this, I am sorry to say but I don't need these kind of people in my life for they have taught me nothing. 

Back to where I was, April was a challenging month that I have to admit that I used up my biggest strength = being positive along the way till I just got sick of staying positive and fell to the wrong zone. 

I have more but that sums up my April = challenging month and I always wanted to end my April in a good way. 

Till I discovered an event that has been going on... On Facebook that I found myself in one of the most familiar names that I've heard somewhere - Greater '14.

It didn't take me days to think whether should I go or not but instead, I was like "hey why not go? I mean like, it is been awhile since I attended all of this" 

Yeah, the last event I attended before Greater '14 was Easter in FGA three weeks back. 

And I am proud to say that I never regret it. 

I didn't make the wrong decision. In fact, I am happy that I attended Greater. My heart feels at ease and my soul is at peace. That's the time when I can finally see God that I realized that he loves me no matter what - the good and the bad, his love never dies. 

Met up with a few of my college mates and it was really great to see them again and to also reunite with a few people as well. Nana and Charmaine was there, met up with a few people and also those people that I met in certain events before. 

A great experience and I would definitely go for more. The service started about 2pm, ends around 6pm. I was late due to the bus but am happy that I made it in the end. 

Greater '14 is actually an event hosted for all college and universities studens around KL and PJ that a bunch of us gathered in one place and celebrate God's love together. The crowd was so amazing and also, the activities and the person who gave the talk is indeed very inspiring. 

To cut it short, here are a few pictures. I didn't manage to capture a lot that time but here it is:-