what easter means to me

Day 21: What your crush/bf/gf looks like

What my crush/bf/gf looks like? This is indeed a very difficult question to be answered but I could sum it up on how a person looks like.

A pair of eyes, a nose, a mouth, hair, head, body, a pair of hands and legs, face, a pair of ears and it's extremely obvious that your crush/bf/gf need all that too. :)

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Finally, I would like to wish you all readers.. Happy Easter! So, what's exactly Easter? You may ask. I've read my friend's statuses and tweets regarding Easter itself. These are the statuses and tweets:-

"Jesus has already done everything you need to experience Heaven. He's not waiting for you to achieve the goals you've set for your life. He's not waiting for you to feel sorry for the price He paid.
He's waiting for you to be changed. He's waiting for you to completely surrender your will to His. He has Won!! He has risen from the dead!! He has risen!!" 

- Simon Mathew.

"Easter resolution: that I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death."

 - Daniel Lim

- Alex Yong

"Thank you for the cross, the mighty cross,

That God Himself should die for such as us,

And everyday we're changed into your image more and more,

Yes, by the cross we're truly been transformed.

We're so amazed, and we give you praise,

For you would save us for such a cost,

We're so amazed, and we give you praise, 

For the power of the cross, 

For the power of the cross!"

- Evengel Logeswarren

"IT IS FINISHED. "Thank You Jesus for making the way to come HOME eternally. Not by works, deeds or righteousness, but through grace. We are undeserving and we thank You. Amen." I will probably only have one question when I see God..."Why and how did You love me so much, that You died for me and had a great plan for my life?""

- Nick Vujicic

Yeah, that brings out the meaning of Easter. It's not about receiving chocolates eggs and all but the resurrection of Christ for he is risen from the dead! Therefore, he's real and he lives!

 Tomorrow is April. A new month, probably this is the last day of March 2013

"today reminded me that our life is bigger than our selfish ambition - that our ambition should be to reach out to everybody in need."

- James Lee.

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Day 20: favorite quote.

Day 17: Celebrity crush.

This is my celebrity crush. 

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Let's talk about the world. 

Look at your surroundings. The people around you. Familiar faces that you've seen. 

It's crazy how someone you used to know became someone that you knew. Life, you are such an adventure - path where I have no idea where are you leading to. I won't be able to say much but to elaborate life... you're such a pain. *runs to one corner and cry* NAO GET ME A TUB OF ICE CREAM. Egg benedict... egg benedict.. I've got 2 more weeks till Lent is over and right after this fasting month is over, I'm going to fly over to Plan B and order 123434839048347 egg benedict(s) and not to forget, run over to Baskin Robbins and buy the entire flavor and place it in a tub and eat. Heavenly.

Random chat with Yingying. Real friends does this. Heh.

 

Motivation of the day:-

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... and I'm on the verge of creating one. 

The actual meaning.

life of a stm kid.

Day 16: Describe yourself.

Describe myself? Talk to me and you will be the judge. :D I don't bite.

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Let's talk about today's topic, STM known as short term memory. Yes, I am currently facing this terrible disease! I can't recall what I wanted to do earlier as I was browsing on google and I remembered I wanted to search something on google and whenever my Internet browser loads google, leaving the search box empty as I pondered and asked myself... "Errr, what I wanted to search again?" Dayum, it is not even 1 minute andddddd my mind went blank.. just... like that.

Help me! Is there any cure for STM? D: I tend to forget very easily in terms of what I want to do or to find out about something and then, it just disappeared..

*bangs head on the wall*

Speaking of STM, there was this song I wanted to find and play on YouTube unfortunately I can't remember what was that song! Shoot me already! Oh, and the moment I came up to my room just to get something, realizing that I forgotten what I wanted to get. WHUT SORCERY IS THIS?!

Okay I should stop ranting already.

Let me end with a motivation of the day and did I tell you that I am craving for ice cream? Ice cream makes me happy and it makes everyone happy too unless you don't like ice cream. Try buying one, it helps.

How about ice cream yakult? Sounds even more awesome!

Lets talk about music, I still love Six Degrees of Separation sang by The Script (I know it is old but it keeps on playing in my mind), and not to forget, Dia Frampton and Rascal Flatts. You should listen to their songs. :D

This quote is dedicated to all lovebirds out there. :D blessed Tuesday and I shall continue my sleep.

another strange dream.

Day 15: favorite store.

I like every store that sells sugar, spice and everything nice.

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I couldn't sleep last night till 10 past 4am. Lately, I am just so afraid to sleep as I fear that this particular dream comes back again. STOP HAUNTING ME ALREADY, I AM INNOCENT! D: I just want to sleep to forget about everything for awhile. D: Nightmares have been trolling me lately with its "problem?" meme face. *face palm* Okay, putting jokes aside, I had a dream last night, a strange dream last night. I dreamt about having my own resolution of rebuilding myself up. If you ever seen a movie or read a book called Eat, Pray and Love, yeap, I dreamed that I went to all sort of places equally to learn and discover these three elements and it is honestly something similar to eat, pray and love. It only lasted for 2 hours plus as I got up for Church the next day. *walks like a zombie*

Rebuilding yourself up and having the time of your life simply because life is too short to think of unnecessary things.

Here's today motivation of the day:-

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Day 13: Someone you love most.

God, the people in my life including family and friends and...YOU!!!

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Motivation is like my chocolate, gives me a reason to stay positive and my source of happiness to carry that heavy-weighted bag to the top of the mountain. Quotes are just words to live by everyday.

"There are times when you have to face the storm. Sooner or later you will discovered a hidden rainbow behind every storm."

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Day 13: Someone you miss the most

I miss everyone and whoever's reading this, I miss you. :-( You know who you are!

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I was waiting for the bus earlier this morning as I needed to study for my Moral exams. This morning the bus was full and there were so many people. However, an old man came up to the bus in the next stop as I watched others if they were to offer their seats to him as I was further apart from him but no, none of them offered and pretended to not know anything, leaving the poor old man with a walking stick, standing which makes me get up the moment I saw him and came up to him and offered my seat to him as I leaded him the way to the empty seat I offered him. The fact when I see someone smiles honestly makes me smile too. The feeling of doing something great/something that I can offer in the morning is great. Thou I don't have that amount of money to help or to donate to the charity and whatnot but I can always do something good without involving money into it. I know I can't offer that much but I can only offer the little things by helping, you name it. And no, this is not my first time offering seats and whatnot, I am expressing this awesome feeling right after being able to make them smile especially in the midst of getting through the harder times of your life and being able to make someone smile brightens up my day. Try doing something, and you will know how that feels. :-)

And yes, I love changing frowns into smiles. It makes me happy to see one's smile. I want to try to make the people around me... happy. :D just like coloring over a black and white paper and scribbling it with crayons.

By doing so, I'll be able to make myself smile too. :-D I will enlighten my thoughts with all my strength that I have, and being able to start off my day with a smile, ending my day feeling blessed and grateful. I wont let this monstrous feeling and not to forget, my biggest rival - stress kill me any longer. It takes time to mend and I will definitely carry on.

Did I tell you that the song Move Along sang by All American Rejects and To Be With You sang by Mr Big make me happy? It feels like as thou someone is singing it to me. Just sharing a few songs that give you motivation too!


Motivation of the day:-

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Day 12: Siblings.

You are probably one of my brother/sister if you are reading this :O In fact, the people around you may be your siblings. :-)

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This month is probably the most challenging month ever. Also, it is the month of Lent. It feels like I am being tested by temptations and my strength of sacrificing something valuable/something you can't live without (however that is). This year is something similar like last year and why am I not surprise. Therefore I should really look at it in a positive way no matter how bad the situation is.

Please give me the strength to overcome this, O lord, my strength and my provider. I trust in you. Lead me to your glory. I am sorry for I have sin during the season of Lent. Thank you for forgiving me and giving me a second chance all the time. Your love never fails and I am absolutely grateful for the life you gave me and being there for me to face every consequences in life while guiding me to be a better person everyday as long as I live. AMMMEEEEENNNNNN!!

P/S: I haven't study a single chapter for Moral and the exam is tomorrow. On top of that, I have two presentations - video and the review tomorrow before exams. Fml. -.- I should go and study now.

In a meanwhile, motivation of the day:-

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Day 10: Where are you from?

- Somewhere over the clouds. Spot me in one of those clouds and I'm right there... in front of you.

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Motivation of the day:-

Picture of the day:-

young at heart.

Day 9: Favorite book

- Have a Little Faith by Mitch Albom is currently my favorite. I've always enjoy reading memoir, non fiction books. Well actually, I can read any books as long it is not too boring. Well, that depends on my mood. However, I like comic books too especially Archie, my childhood favorite comic book. Used to like Sweet Valley High/Junior as well when I was a youngster.

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This entry is dedicated to my friend as today she'll be turning 19.

Happy Birthday Leong Yi Sin!!!! *throws confetti* This picture was taken a year ago. How time flies. In case you're wondering what makes Yi Sin so special, please read my entry by clicking here. :)

Well, if you are lazy enough to click on that link above, congratulations because I will be talking about her too but this time I will be posting up more pictures *ahh reminisce*

We were having lunch in a Japanese Restaurant after school. Instead of eating "Nasi Goreng Kampung" in the canteen, we decided to try something new. :3

 Graduation! Say Goodbye to high school days. (oranngggeeeee)

 Took this picture while riding at the "Sungai Rejang" ride. We were freezing after the first round.

Closer view.

 Featuring: the ticket. We were so bored of waiting for our turn so we decided to take pictures instead!

Monochrome because we can!

Last year of being a teenager nonetheless we are always young at heart.

Motivation of the day:-

mara the thon.

Day 8: what do you want to do when you grow up?

- I honestly don't know.

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Just collected my race kit and I will be participating a marathon this coming Sunday known as Run For Sight plus it's my first time participating a blindfold run and I believe it's going to be a extremely fun and challenging run. It's been awhile since I last participated in marathons so here I am, I'm back in action. In case you are wondering what's it about, Run for Sight is a charity 5km Blindfold Run jointly organized by Persatuan Glaucoma Malaysia and Save Ones Sight Missions, held in conjunction with World Glaucoma Week. However, the main objective of Run for Sight is to increase the awareness of Glaucoma among Malaysians. Have to wake up extremely early on that day itself. *_*

Oh, and they even provide McDonalds vouchers too! Ehmergewd, Sausage McMuffin.

This is what I do today, picture says it all:-

my point of view.

Day 7: Favorite Movie

My favorite movie? Well I like comedy, funny movies. Also, I like romance and action movie. I am fine with any movie except for horror movies and movie that doesn't make sense (boring movies) if you know what I mean.

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Voicing out my thoughts, my mind keeps telling me to voice out my thoughts. Sometimes, the only person that makes me happy is probably me. It seems like I don't really trust anyone anymore. The fact that your friends whom you thought that they were your friends can't be trusted too. Everything was just a lie which makes me want to keep a distance between others.

I fear to grow closer to anyone around me. Perhaps, I just want to be neutral among others because I am literally sick and tired of getting hurt and I don't want anymore misunderstandings that are worthless to think about.

Also, I personally think that people that expect you to be happy is devastating, okay I agree to the fact that people loves seeing one person happy but THAT DOESN'T MEAN you have to force them to be happy all the time. I mean like, I'm not God, you are not God, we are not perfect and we have our own emotions so why control? A friend that expects you to be happy by lecturing you for being sad does not help at all. It's not like we want to be sad or even ask for it. It just happens, the same situation goes when you do not know when is it going to rain and you can't expect the sun to be there all the time. It's more like you're being pressured all the way, and being pressured by them too, getting lectured and scolded by them for not being happy and finding faults in each situations given, it seems like it's adding more frustrations which make you want to explode anytime. That's how I exactly feel and I'm not afraid to voice out my thoughts that I'm not happy over this. (I mean, is it wrong to be sad? If I were to be happy all the time, might as well I become a robot).

Their perspective change chemically the moment they see someone sad, saying that "oh, I shouldn't hangout with this girl/guy because she/he is such a sad person." EXCUSE ME, if you happened to see someone sad, even for a day or so, that doesn't mean he/she is a sad person which leads to unfortunate things to happen. I don't know what sort of mentality do you have. We are all HUMANS, so ARE YOU. So, why do you expect so much and the fact that you are also one of us? If you are an alien, I understand. Argh, stereotypical people.

Now, I am craving for a piece of cake. I just want to forget about everything.

Sorry if this post offends anyone but this is definitely my point of view. #youhaveeveryrightstovoiceoutyourthoughts.

Of day 6's challenge and C.H.A.N.G.E

My favorite drink has to be water. Well, I am not a fan of alcoholic drinks and fizzy drinks (except for root beer) I am absolutely more like a h2o kind of person. Well, I like tea too and not to forget, iced chocolate is nice too. I like milkshake too. :-)

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Grabbed a yogurt from cold storage and right now I am blogging like a boss in the bus as I was waiting for the bus to come and finally, I am here.

A perfect timing and combination to blog at the same time exploring buildings and roads (heh). I was having my late brunch with Becky after class (well, a proper one) as I had potato chips for brunch. Becky is consider one of my first friend I met in college and before college too. Just so happened and a coincidence that we are in the same college and I met her virtually when I was 15 if I am not wrong. It is great to have her around and someone I can talk to eventhough we hardly see each other that much due to our busy schedule. We were talking on how things change gradually which makes me realize that every seasons and as days goes by, people change - for the better or someone that you don't recognize anymore.

The beginning always begins with something sweet and nice, cherish it before everything change into moments that you don't recognize anymore. Friends that you used to call them as one of your best friends/close friends may change too as well. Time doesn't tell but it happens just like that which makes me reflect back why did he/she change? Believe it or not, I have to think extremely hard why did it happen.

Indeed, it hurts to see someone that change till you don't even recognize that particular person anymore. Changes happen just like that and we can't control it either.

The moment you realize that you changed, have you ever thought or wish to go back to your old, happy, joyful self? Or going back to your old, grumpy, hilarious self? (I was just kidding about the grumpy part) but have you ever thought about it?

I did. I will definitely try to be the same old person that you know. staying the same is my battle and I will fight for it (eventhough I am naturally a happy person but I will NEVER want to change for the worst but to stay the same if it is possible)

Whatever happens, L.I.F.E G.O.E.S O.N.

Shall end my post with a picture! No, make it two.

First picture (TOP): Becky and I. Sunlight is our best friend. 


Second picture (BOTTOM): I WAS BOREDDDDDSD SO I DECIDED TO TAKE A PICTURE WHILE waiting for the....... *DRUM ROLL* bus. *long silent*

Day 5: Favourite place and the power of quotes.

I like somewhere peaceful and quiet where I can smell the breeze of the morning sun, and the morning air and night. I like windy places especially in beaches and on top of the mountain.

A place where I'm surrounded by nature such as flowers and plants help me to clear my mind. I like to be on top of the hill where I can see the entire building and the city.

I like to be in the farm too where I can just talk to the animals and forget about the society.

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Motivation #1: In order for you to be happy, bear that in mind. Instead of having grudges and hating on people, pray for them as they are exactly the same as you. It may be hard but there comes the circumstances in life when you have to seek for the positive then to seek for the negative perspective. Life is too short to hate on people, because the more you hate, the fact that you are drifting away your life full of hatred so why hate? Hatred leads to complications which creates drama and I don't want that too so therefore, if you ever encounter someone that mistreats you or upsets you in a way - reflect, go figure out why and don't jump to conclusion of hating simply because hating doesn't fix the solution but what makes you solve the solution. It is how you do it.

 

Motivation #2: Indeed, all of us experience ups and downs in life yet it still goes on. This cycle will never stop unless you choose what's the best for you, throwing away the ones that are pointless to keep. Sometimes, keeping something valuable could be the ones that have to let go. The situation is like having an expensive material but there is nothing you can make used of. so, what's so special about that material except for some decoration that may rust and covered with dust in the end? 

To cut it short, we are here because we all have a purpose and a task to complete. You will discover and find an answer to every of your question by solving it.

Motivation #3: Creating your own happiness gives you the ability to live. Happiness doesn't come to you instantly but creating them is your option in order to be who you are today. It is about seeking and identifying your inner strength. You may stumble and fall in the beginning but remember, it is never too late to stand up and carry on. It may be hard but I promise you will never regret it.


Couldn't think of any cause I have so many things in mind so I'm ending my post with a quote:-

Day 4: What you want to do before you die.

Ah, this is probably one of my favorite challenge of the day. What I want to do before I die? That question constantly rings in my mind, wondering what I want to do before I die. It's very hard to predict when is the time to go. I usually believe that people leave for a valid reason. Is either because they already fulfill their journey and have contribute something good to the society, or to the people around you. It could be anything but leaving your footstep behind brings an impact that it may change the perspective of one's mind.

What I want to do before I die? I have so many things I want to do before I die. Skydiving, and doing something crazy is something I have in mind, the things that I would want to experience once in a lifetime before leaving to another world.

Mine's rather different. I wish to change the world, and to solve every problems and hatred that I have before I leave to another world. People often tell me, why hate? why envy? There's gonna be more to life and loving the people around you makes it beautiful. I wish to be a world changer. I could do so much things before leaving to the other world. I wish to see the people around me happy, and setting things right in order to make them happy. You'll know the feeling after doing something good and I bet you like that feeling, right? :)

Not only being able to make others happy, I would like to make them smile. Instead of being selfish, why not giving? It's better to give than taking.

It's never too late to set things right. You may face obstacles but it's never too late to solve it. Whatever comes from your heart is based from your action, based on how you want it to be. HOW DO YOU WANT YOUR LIFE TO BE? Your call.

There you go.

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Last Saturday's event - D.I.Y Icing Muffin, Jaya One Bazaar. :3

Cupcakes make me smile. :3

Day 3: favorite TV show.

My favorite TV show got to be cartoon series! I always enjoyed the 90's cartoon and Disney Channel series such as Lizzie McGuire, that's so raven, the weekenders, dexter laboratory, etc (you name it.)

I always enjoyed adam's family, Ed, edd, eddy. Okay, to cut it short, almost all the 90's and the early 2000's TV series are my favourite.

There you go.

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Yesterday, I went to the Big Bad Wolf event located at the Mines, took a LRT as me and my friends were coming from Jaya One to attend the bazaar. Bought a lot of stuff from there. Saw burger lab and thought of trying. Sadly, there were so many people queuing up for the burger. Apparently Yi Sin and I were full and didnt want to queue up just to get a burger so we decided to try it next time and continue with our shopping spree! So many vintage clothes and accessories you can find over there. Those notebooks are just too tempting to look at. Also, Malaysian dogs deserve better were there and people could just adopt puppies from there! :D so adorable I wish I can just take them home.

After that, we headed to the nearest LRT using metro bus and as usual, metro bus doesn't follow its route. Go to another highway that goes back to another area so we had to walk all the way from the bottom to the top and climbing up the stairs just to go to the nearest KTM. Then we took a KTM to Serdang to Mines. It is been 10 years since I came to Mines and Mines Wonderland officially closed down 5 years ago and I didn't know that. *frowns*

BBW event was crazy. So many people and we were looking for Mitch Albom's book almost 2 hours I can say and we didn't get to find any Mitch Albom's book in the end. :( I wanted to get two books but in the end, I changed my mind after looking at the queue from the entrance alllllllllllllll the way to the last end itself.

To sum it up, here's a few picture I have taken:-