Updates 101.

It's June already. Half of the year is gone. Lots of... consequences and challenges lately that my only solution to every answers to the questions is to stay strong and be contented, let the river flows. Why?

- Disappointments = frustrations lead to depression (don't you agree?) so what's there to have high expectations if you already know the answer and how the situation is going to be like. If you are a good imagination and always building castle in the air according to a few websites, you can tell what's going to happen in the future if you were to make a move, it could be something that you don't want to see yourself in, and also, something that you don't want to see others facing/going through. It's better to not cause any problems anymore because whenever I do, things may cause a mishap.. (okay, maybe we might have to experience some bullshits and stuff like that. I never have the intention to hurt anyone because I don't want them to go through this rollercoaster ride that may lead to an accident. I rather save one's heart than to save mine. I care too much.. so what? It's not as if I kill someone or strangle someone to death.

I'm a peacemaker when it comes to problems. I don't like adding salt into water, however that is. Don't think I'm writing this out because I seek for attention but to voice out my thoughts and my saying that I wish to let you guys know. All of you are welcome to be the part in my life and because of you, I learn something new everyday. The people I meet, the people that once were very close to me and left their footprints in my life.. is who I am today. I'm grateful eventhough I may feel insecure and discourage at times but I'm really blessed that I manage to handle them just like lifting a heavy weight that keeps me going because this is my strength, I've found my inner strength. God is the biggest impact in my life that taught me about strength, hope and faith.

To those who has been with me up to today, I would like to thank you all for not leaving me and not giving up on me. Because of you, I am who I am today and you people taught me how to be strong and taught me to be who I am today. Thank you for accepting my flaws and being the part of my journey on the pathway to life - for guiding me and being there for me. You have no idea how blessed I am to have you that stood by my side eventhough I can be really terrible, thank you for tolerating me and most of all, thank you for holding onto me and believing in me.

I have nothing against anyone but I would like to thank you.. for stepping into my life, to my friends, family,everyone that I have known of, to the ones that left their footprints in my life, thank you for stepping into my life and taught me that everyone else is different and nobody's the same. Thank you for showing me the ugly truth and the beautiful lie, because of you, I've learned something from there as well. Thank you for the pain and the heartache, without them, I wouldn't have found my inner strength the courage to be better everyday. I won't labelled them as betrayers, backstabbers and all the negative outcomes I could think of because it's not appealing enough to be called as that but strangers with memories, thanks for the memories and leaving a scar or a footprint that would remain in my heart forever. Thank you.


Leaving it behind, let's talk about my college, IACT College!

Yesterday it was rather tiring but an interesting day: Advertising workshop and Freshman Party! Indeed, it was a great experience for the workshop that I've learned something new eventhough the topic was something that I couldn't bear to think of because of my traumatized experience before.Putting that aside, I'm rather contented and am proud that I attended because... my attendance wouldn't be marked as absent for three classes in a row.

Freshman party.. I shall post up some pictures because pictures speak louder than words. Here you go:-

the click five days.

I was looking back through my old walls on Facebook and man, I used to be a huge fan of this band called The Click Five after winning their concert ticket 5 years ago.

And the best part is, Ben Romans - one of the members from The Click Five (wrote something on my wall too! :3)

 

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I used to direct message/inbox message Kyle Patrick (lead member from The Click Five) via Myspace. Surprisingly he replied to my random messages. You are even more luckier that he would actually replied random, questions too. (and I did asked him random questions too like.. IM Messenger and stuff like that.) AHHAHAHAHHA *rolling on the floor* Didn't know that I was brave enough to ask him that kind of questions and I can't believe it was coming from me too. *hides face*

And yes, it's his official myspace music account so it's definitely not the "fake" Kyle Patrick account you find on virtual websites.

 

That was like 4-5 years ago? Pretty long back then, right? But it brings back memories. Kyle Patrick is one of my celebrity crush. Having your favorite artist to reply to your messages make you happy/brighten up your day right? :D

If it wasn't for them, I won't have discovered The One Love , a charity blog where I used to blog earlier that time. Click here to view my blog from that website. :D

young at heart.

Day 9: Favorite book

- Have a Little Faith by Mitch Albom is currently my favorite. I've always enjoy reading memoir, non fiction books. Well actually, I can read any books as long it is not too boring. Well, that depends on my mood. However, I like comic books too especially Archie, my childhood favorite comic book. Used to like Sweet Valley High/Junior as well when I was a youngster.

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This entry is dedicated to my friend as today she'll be turning 19.

Happy Birthday Leong Yi Sin!!!! *throws confetti* This picture was taken a year ago. How time flies. In case you're wondering what makes Yi Sin so special, please read my entry by clicking here. :)

Well, if you are lazy enough to click on that link above, congratulations because I will be talking about her too but this time I will be posting up more pictures *ahh reminisce*

We were having lunch in a Japanese Restaurant after school. Instead of eating "Nasi Goreng Kampung" in the canteen, we decided to try something new. :3

 Graduation! Say Goodbye to high school days. (oranngggeeeee)

 Took this picture while riding at the "Sungai Rejang" ride. We were freezing after the first round.

Closer view.

 Featuring: the ticket. We were so bored of waiting for our turn so we decided to take pictures instead!

Monochrome because we can!

Last year of being a teenager nonetheless we are always young at heart.

Motivation of the day:-

reminisce 101.

Time flies, which makes me realize back then when I was in National Service for 2 and a half months in Sabah. It's been a year. I miss the morning breeze (sorry but I don't miss the fact that we have to wake up extremely early on weekdays and facing grumpy trainers), I miss watching the stars with Mei Wen and Sham when I was in National Service, I miss grabbing cups and queuing up for hot milo during supper with them. Also, I miss those times we sat on the bench for hours, having our long talks - about dreams and our future of what we want to be while munching over snacks from the mini market, I miss chasing spoons, forks, plates and cups and whoever's the last have to take the plate and the easiest would be the cup. I miss combining the benches and made it as if it's our own space where we just chill and play the singing game and we have to dance along with the song. I miss craving for McDonalds and Domino's in the camp and asking them to bring back some good food if they were to go back to their hometown. Also, I miss chilling in the room where they provide TV and that particular board game - forgotten the name of the game (sadly, they only have some certain TV program such as TV1 and TV2.) I miss lip-syncing the Sabah national anthem song and my company's song because I couldn't memorize the lyrics in the end I did after a month. Not to forget, I miss those times we couldn't go back to West Malaysia during Chinese New Year because taking a flight back is too mainstream for a 2 weeks break. However, we went on trips and discovered new places in Sabah, the quality of time exploring Sabah with you guys! Also, I miss those times when we have to find time for each other because we weren't in the same team as Sham and Mei Wen were in the same team and I was in a different team which bonds our friendship eventhough we hardly ever have the time to talk yet we still find the time to catch up.

It makes me realize that the little things that happened in life could bring so much meaning behind it eventhough we faced misunderstanding and changes, I'm glad that I met the both of you in camp. Thanks for the memories and I'll definitely cherish them.

Eventhough it was just 2 and a half months, it was great knowing the both of you and I doubt I would ever learn and experience the value of friendship  for the short period of time. If it wasn't for you girls, I would be stoning at one corner and be a loner on the first day itself. (which is true too). We may move on, too busy chasing our dreams but I will never forget the memories.

 So, this is the board game I was referring to in the TV room.

 Two friends that I met on the first day of the camp. (Sharmini, Mei Wen). I like the background thou.

 Oh, their usual fight which brings laughter among all.

 Group picture in one of the museum.

 Take 2, another one.

Another picture of the three of us.